THINKING AND FEEL !!!

I'm walking arround and I find something that I think can help me out from my problems. I think it's the best idea... I just see to in front of, and triying to forget the past. Okay, that's a really big decided. But, I haven't choice again, can you see? I'm in the box of fear. All my do, really a big false.

I want to say to my friend, I know what do you think about me. Maybe I'm not your friend, in your mind. But, I know you as my friend, that's always say all things to me, and in my reality, I never can refuse them.

Now, you go into my life, but so far, friend. I don't wanna people like you disturb my life, so, just let me alone. I needn't you. You just make me in the dark.

Mine and Yours

I never care 'bout how my life will just flow....

But, I can't still in quite when someone controls my life.

Just think and thinking again, I'm not alone, too many people beside me, and I know they haven't felt how hard to breath when they are walking with me yet...Okay, now we're friend, but, one or two days again, I'll never know, what will happen with our friendship. Because in your eyes I'm just a poor guy that never can make you feel have a perfect friend.Never.

I just can't understand my mind, about, you, you, you, you, you, and you.

Always you, in your shadows my picture there....

And in me, you're my draw...

Ehm2!

Okay, I think, I have made a stupid mistake... Ehm, I don't know, but something inside my heart, that's like a liar in me. I haven't any word that can say, what I feel now...

Just,

Mmm..o'o... I'm a poor girl, and I flow in the crazy life, haloww....!!

Any body hear me????

Tommorrow I'm going for a dating, I don't care what do you think about it, I really don't know what I did, I'm only say "yes," a simple word to destroy all of mine.

Hei, you! Listen to me. I have a new friend who want to... You know what I mean without I must say. And, I feel so comfort just if talking with him. I'm not talking about "B", I'm talking about my new guy... O'o...

It's complicated. But, be honest, I have fun.. ;)

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I'll die, I think...

I don't know what is happening now... I met a lot of crazy people.

That make me crazy too, with all of my hard dreams.

okay, just look around, I can't find someone that can help me. I just flow in the crazy life.

I want to fight, but I can't. I can't fight love. That's so strong. And I'am only a poor girl.

Need you, beside me, but, you never care 'bout it, you let me go, honey... You give me room to have a lot of boyfriend.

Don't you see? I can't without you. I'm here for you, because I am yours.

All of them make me feel...

I want go away, this is not my place, this is not my life.

Because, I never lose before!

I never lonely before! I never weak and destroy before!!!!! I'm crying, just cry... no one see it, no one looking for me! no one cares 'bout me! Just like you! I'm tired to live, I'm thirsty of love, I'm scared of life... Because, I haven't you...

I only need you, no others...

Come back for me, before I'm diying...

or, you'll back when I die???

Come Back!!!

ehm, okay...
my holiday has finished... Hufh
so hard, i feel
i miss my family
i miss our time together
i really feel lonely for this moment
and i hope,
this feeling can go away quickly

today, i meet him
i was so sorry
i couldn't have much time with him
i just couldn't see him for along time
i decided
i will let him go
yeah,...
in his eyes...
you can see
a hurt
that i drew
oh, God...
forgive me,
i'm full of sin,
i kill a love, i think

now, i come back
in my school life,
i'll have no time to build my imagination
so,
i'll stopping thinking of you for a while
l'm triying, okay?

hmmm.... My Family,
i love you so much
i'm sorry for all my stupid mistakes
when i was with you....

miss you all, and you...

now,
i have a lot of time to dreaming
about my future
about my life
about you...
never in my life
i feel like this
my imagination
really controls my life
my mind can't fight again
my mind just flow
in my image river

am i crazy?
i just swim in my world
and i want to stay here forever
i don't care anything
because
who's care about me??
no one...
i'm lonely
with my imagination only
just with you,
my prince...