Els Tr

berjalan di tepi pantai
tertiup angin berhembus
sejukkan hati damaikan diri
melihat biru
bersama telah dilewati
bersama telah dijalani
aku di sini kan bersamamu
telah ikat janji
hidupku kan damaikan hatimu
diriku kan selalu menjagamu
ijinkan ku slalu bersama mu
kasihku padamu
hidupku kan damaikan hatimu
diriku kan selalu menjagamu
ijinkanku slalu bersamamu
kasihku padamu

Hm?

ToT
sie. kebersihan???
kamu???
dia???

I L U

Saying 'I Love You' is not the words I want to hear from you.
What would you do, if my heart was torn in two,
and saying 'I Love You' could not make things new.

These GOOD DECEMBER

Wish You
A HAPPY CHRISTMAS!!! :D

Sorry

I am sorry for all of my ignorance...
Hufh...

I Do

I promised to love and cherish you
for as long as we both shall live
I'm left with an echo of "I do"

It doesn't seam so far away
I remember the promise we made
Still hear an echo of "I do"

Cause you will always be a part of me
I keep you in my heart
And a piece of me will always be
right there by your side

Now that you've found somebody new
and Gods knows I'm happy for you
don't you hear an echo of "I do"?

I've tried to erase you from my mind
It keeps me awake at night
hunted by echoes of "I do"

Cause you will always be a part of me
I keep you in my heart
And a piece of me will always be
right there by your side

Who do you turn to when your sad
who can replace the love we had
How do you make it through the night
when I am no longer by your side
If you ever need me I'll be there

Cause you will always be a part of me
I keep you in my heart
And a piece of me will always be
right there by your side

Q_3Ls

I miss you so much :)

My Color(?!?)

I'm Green. Call me, PEACE man :p

I'm Lost Without You

And, I lost my way. Send me back to the start, please. :)
Need a clue, to know, what should I do.
Stop on this point?
Or?
Still going on?
You let me in where no else can go?
You let me know the things no one else know?

:)

You know, all of you know, my friends...
I love this way...
But, can I ask you? Never put me in this game.
Whatever is it. All of you are playing with my feeling.
I detest.
You on my lamp. It's red.
Honestly, you read my feeling.
I feel something out of ordinary.
But, you even don't know, what is it.
Shy? Angry? Proud? Happy? Satisfy? Sad?
You never ask about that.
But, it hurts. And it will be worse.
Just want to tell all of you.
Thanks for everything that you want to show.
But, I reject this one.
May you listen to me?
I want to tell. It will be so damn hurt.
And will ruin my good December.
Please, don't put me in that game.

where am I supposed to be?
see... here is heaven. look at the sea, that's the freedom :)
you do think,she is the angel~ but,
sorry, tell her, she is nothing ^^v
and... one thing, please.
never bring her, in front of me.
why does it never look so good???
ohhh,,this is my damn good december,,helloooowww! please...

GooDecembeR

hem,,,hari nii...awal yg baeek...harusnya~~
kita mulai dengan sesuatu yang baik :)
kalo memikirkanmu, bisa mengacaukan segala tatanan baik dalam otakku...
memang ada baiknya, disingkirkan untuk sementara.

maaf ya,,, :)

o,ya,,,say sorry itu susah,,,jadi...saya tarooh 1 ja ya...
ini buat ke bawah juga~

yang pertama, buat 3l8312t...kalau saia sering moody~
kaloo saia banyak tingkah...dan,saia bukan yg terbaik...
tak sempurna, hmm...exactly,di dunia tak ada yg sempurna...
tapi mungkin saia merusak segala bayangmu ttg sesuatu yg indah.
mungkin....

yang kedua, buat adeek :) saia memang bukan orang yang baik.
too many lies (?!?) hmm,, but,,never trust me, I'm a liar.

ketiga, to mr, G.... buat semua keegoisan saia,,kemunafikan saia...
ttg saia yg berbelit-belit...bertele-tele...all about damn me..,

yang keempat, buat anyes,mimi,vano,mundo,rio,vinsen,cpp,lopo,
wowo,feli,chika,felix,vina,andrew,petris,atenk,rara,yuli,ucup,
dan masiiiiiiiihhhhhhhhhh banyak lagi yang tak bisa saia sebutkan~... ^^
teman~~saia bukan tmn yg baik,,,tapi percayalah >,< *)don't forget 'i'm a liar'...(* saia berusaha untuk yg terbaik :)

hohohoho.... finally...
this is a good DECEMBER ^^
Feel so different this year,.. cos' i have something new...
:) don't you understand? I can't spell my feeling >,

you...
and I .... :)
in this GOOD DECEMBER!!!! \^0^/

^0^

WELCOME DECEMBER!!!
I WONDER...~

FooL

Baby
I know the story,
I've seen the picture
It's written all over your face
Tell me
What's the secret
That you've been hiding
And who's gonna take my place

I should have seen it coming
I should've read the signs
Anyway...
I guess it's over


Can't believe that I'm the fool again,
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know?
You never told me,
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend,
How was I to know?
You never told me.

D'difference~

I wake my faith shaken inside

Images of you race to mind

Did I forget I meant to tell you something?

Only half 'til you have to fall

Only whole when you're seeing it all

Oh you saved for something me

Between lost and found

You showed me the difference

Between safe and sound

You showed me the distance

Oh I was sliding, safe but I was hiding out

Oh I fell I'm not down

You showed me the difference

Everything was slipping right through my hands

Hard to find any place to land

Clouds don't cover me where I stand anymore

Only half 'til you think you lost

Only whole when you're reaching across

You saved something for me

what about now?

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying
Can we see beyond the stars.
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace
Shadows fade into the light
I am by your side,
Where love will find you

What about now?
What about today?

Gotcha~

I got my own way ^^
but, why everything seems no good anymore
Hm, neighbor's is greener... :)
everyone knows that.
And, what am I thinking for?
Hm, let guess...
So many strange that I found today.
Boys, rise up their price in the market!
How could it be?
Girls, open up occupation for not single!
How could you explain it?
ehm, my wish.
Keep my boy there.
and forgive all of my sins...

sorry for this sorrow

feel so lonely
feel so sad
why does it seem so bad?
harder...every day, I'm trying more...
it feels worse...
I lay my love on you,
that's all I know
but, tell me
why does this feeling kill down me?
why does it feel no good anymore?
so hard to breath walk with me
why does this feeling torn me apart?
if you are the one
you'll not hurt me so bad
I'm sick of this
can you understand?
you have caught my heart
and I know,
there's nothing left to take
and, why?
in this way?
I met you
I need more chance,
when you can't give time
I need you here,
when you are too busy with life
I need more space,
to take a breath
you,
the one ...
who will teach me,
what is love
and then...
my wishes,
I can sleep without dreaming of you,
I can breath without thinking of you,
I can still survive without loving you...
show me the meaning,...of being lonely
because right now,
I'm too tired.
just say stop.
I'll stop loving this way,
where we are..
the first, I'll struggle,
the second, I'll fight,
the third, I'll beg,
the forth, I'll cry,
the fifth, I'll let you free,
the seventh,..,,

Hm

Want you to know. I'm trying. Don't say, you are trying too.
Want you to understand. I'm dying. Never say, you are dying too.
I can't feel what do you feel. You can't see what I see.
So, where are we supposed to be?

once..the real one??hoho

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

What about now

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

How to break a heart

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

Leaving

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

Shadows

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Talk me down

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

Where we are

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

The difference

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

As love is my witness

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

Another world

WHAT IS 2 + 2?

No more Heroes

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Sound of a broken heart

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Reach out

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

I'll see you again

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Aku Bertahan

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Aku bukan pilihan

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Aku cinta dia

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??

Aku cinta kamu kemarin

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

Aku harus jujur

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

Aku ingin kamu ingin dia

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

Akulah dia

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Aku masih sayang

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

Aku pasti kembali

GAME

This little game is pretty funny. Try it and have fun!!! RULES:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

4. Tag 20 friends.

5. Everyone tagged as to do the same thing.

6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

Hampa hatiku

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

I'm just a kid

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

Jangan ada dusta di antara kita

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

Lonely no more

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Malaikat juga tahu

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

More than words

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

Show me the meaning

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Siapa yang pantas

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

Tak ada yang abadi

WHAT IS 2 + 2?

The best damn thing

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

The way you look at me

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

This is real this is me

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

When you say you love me

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

You belong with me

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

50 tahun lagi

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Always be my baby

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??

Blue night

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

C.I.N.T.A

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

Dapatkah waktu

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

Don't wanna think about you

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Everything

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

Diam tanpa kata

11 10 10

Nama : Ellen K.
NIM : 1002005148
Gol. darah : O
Alamat : Serma Gede 5
Etiology : Talamus dissorder
Patology: Fractura hepatica,insomnia,anoreksia

kecewa berat.diri ndiri.maupun dirimu.taukah dikau.aku menantimu.mencoba jelaskan padamu.betapa aku ingin menjadi yang berharga di depanmu.salahku saat bertingkah tak baik denganmu.maafkan aku melampiaskan segala amarahku.tapi,kau pun tak mau mengerti aku.kita berdua,berdiri di atas pembelaan masing-masing.dan jadi yang terhebat.kita tak akan menyerah.takkan mengalah.takkan mau saling mengerti.kita kan beradu tuk jadi yang terhebat.saling membalas.saling menyakiti.sungguh aku lelah.aku lelah dengan hati ini.aku lelah dengan kekalahan ini.aku lelah dengan kelemahan ini.aku lelah dengan keluguanku.aku lelah dengan kebodohanku.aku lelah denganmu.katakan padaku,mengapa cintaku.mengapa rasa yang mereka sebut-sebut cinta ini menggerogotiku.hingga putih tulangku.habis sum-sumku menahan rasa ini.aku rindu.aku takut.aku suka.aku marah.aku sepi.aku ingin.aku hampa.kamu...hai kamu yang di sana.dapatkah kau merasakan getaran yang sama.saat kau tanya aku tuk hentikan segalanya.segala dera ini.segala sakit ini.segala derita ini.segala pengap ini.segala dusta ini.inginkah kau menghentikan hatiku.berdenyut.aku tak tau apa itu kehilangan.karena aku belum pernah memiliki sebelumnya.aku belum pernah merasakan tersakiti.karena aku selalu berusaha menyakiti dahulu.aku tak tau bagaimana rasanya jatuh.karena sebelum jatuh aku sudah turun perlahan dahulu.aku tak pernah beradu.karena aku adalah pengecut.inginkah kau ajarkan aku bagaimana laku dan rasa seorang ksatria.tega nian kau sayatkan belati hanya tuk buatku belajar.liatlah bunyi ini.kau akan tau.aku hanya seorang egois.aku hanya seorang tak tegar.aku hanya seorang pecundang.aku hanya seorang lemah.aku hanya seorang lugu.aku tak mengerti apa pun.tak terkecuali rasa dan lakumu padaku.aku baru saja memainkan peran ini.dan aku hanya terlalu terhanyut ke dalam cerita.aku terlalu menghayati peranku.peranku sebagai kekasihmu.dan aku terjerat ke dalam lubang yang kubuat sendiri saat kuingkari kata hatiku.aku menyukaimu.aku menginginkanmu.lebih dari diriku sendiri.taukah kau.semenjak kata-kata bodoh itu terangkai dalam diriku.aku bukanlah aku.aku pergi dari duniaku.dan itulah yang seharusnya memang berlaku.kumaklumi.tapi lalu ingin kau tinggalkan aku karena egoku.aku merana.aku salah.aku tersangka.aku terdakwa.aku berlaku tak adil padamu.aku menyalahkanmu atas segala.aku menerormu dengan manjaku.aku menyakitimu dengan kataku.dan kini tak ada lagi tawa yang tersisa untukku saat dengar suaramu.tak ada lagi ucapmu tuk kembangkan senyum.tak ada lagi yang tersisa untuk kita bincangkan.dan apa laku aku di sini dengan label kekasih hati itu.hanya untuk meyakinkan jiwa,aku di sini.mengemis pada dewi cinta untuk menjaga hati.duduk menadah titik-titik bulir tak terbendung.berulang aku merenung.terlalu sering aku merenung.meimikirkanmu.relungku penuh kamu.hei...kamu...yang telah menjeratku.lepaskanlah hatiku.kembalikan padaku seutuhnya.ampuni segala dosa khilafku.sungguh aku tak mampu begini.aku hanya merasa tak berharga.aku salah.tapi maaf tak mampu keluar dari bibirku.lalu bagaimana aku sekarang.terjebak dalam dunia yang tak kumengerti.hanya sesak yang kurasa.asing.sepi.aku sepi.aku takut.aku takut.aku ingin pergi.bolehkah bersamamu.sungguh.aku hampa.kamu...aku mau...

World Of Our Own-Westlife

"You make me feel funny
When you come around
Yeah that's what I found out honey
What am I doing without you
You make me feel happy
When I leave you behind
It plays on my mind now honey
What am I doing without you

Took for granted everything we had
As if I'd find someone
Who's just like you

We got a little world of our own
I'll tell you things that no one else knows
I let you in where no-one else goes
What am I doing without you
And all of the things I've been looking for
Have always been here outside of my door
And all of the time I'm looking for something new
What am I doing without you

Well I guess I'm ready
For settling down
And fooling around is over
And I swear that it's true
No buts or maybes
When I'm falling down
There's always someone who saves me
And girl it's you

Funny how life can be so surprising
I'm just realizing what you do

We got a little world of our own
I'll tell you things that no one else knows
I let you in where no-one else goes
What am I doing without you
And all of the things I've been looking for
Have always been here outside of my door
And all of the time I'm looking for something new
What am I doing without you

Well it's feeling right now
So let's do it right now
Praying that some how
You will understand the way
It's feeling right now baby somehow
I won't let this slip away

We got a little world of our own
I'll tell you things that no one else knows
I let you in where no-one else goes
What am I doing without you
And all of the things I've been looking for
Have always been here outside of my door
And all of the time I'm looking for something new
What am I doing without you"

One day

I just don’t know, why am I here

What is my purpose

Maybe 3 years ago,

I asked the same damn thing to myself

And today I’ve got the perfect answer

I’ve had my damn perfect memories

I just still can’t understand

The destiny that sent me here

I’m still asking to myself

What for am I here

Waiting for God’s voice to tell me

What I’ve been looking for

Because I feel lonely

Have no body with me

Feel empty no more

I’m missing

Missing everything

That I’ve ever had

I just don’t know yet

Why am I crying here

Why do I feel so hard to take a breath

I don't wanna regret anything

I’ve already here

Nothing’s to do

Just try to find out the key

Why, why am I here

Leave everything

That I can call ‘happiness’ behind

I believe

One day, I’ll understand

Why am I standing here

On this way

One day, not today

I believe, life will show

Everything that I need to know

One day

One day

07 Okt

Masih waras~ :p
skolah 6taun...purpose nya ?
'mulutmu harimaumu'
terjebak lah kau dalam lingakaran hitam ini,.

Biodata

Nama : ELLEN.K
NIM : 1002005148
Gol.drh : O
Alamat : Serma Gede 5
Etiologi : Autotalamus Disorder
Patologi : Sulkus Sentralis Sindrom

Catatan Kaki :
"Saya tahu, 'rumput tetangga selalu terlihat lebih hijau' adalah persepsi yang tidak baik.
Memang benar, pola pikir manusia tersugesti seperti itu. Tapi saya sedang berusaha memahami,
bagaimana mencuri aura positif, di saat pemikiran positif saya dirobohkan. Kepercayaan diri saya, dilunturkan sampai ke akar-akar. Satu yang bisa saya pertahankan dari titik ini. Sebelum titik darah penghabisan. Maaf, tapi saya adalah yang terbaik. Tidakkah kamu lihat? Saya akan tetap menjadi yang terbaik tanpa pengakuanmu. Peduli setan denganmu. Tatap saja kejayaan saya. Dan lihatlah 'rumput tetangga, jauh lebih hijau' :) ".

APPROVED

Els~

hufh~

"kuingin marah,melampiaskan tapi kuhanyalah sendiri di sini...~"
"ooooohhhhhhhhh...."
"hanya tak mudah bagi diriku untuk ikuti gaya hidupnya,semua orang suka padanya,berat rasanya...dia berada jauuuuuuh di sana,dan aku di rumah,memandang kagum pada dirinya lewat layar kaca...."
"wooooooow,ooooooo....."
"maafkanlah bila ku selalu membuatmu marah dan benci padaku..."
"aku masih di sini untuk setia... :p"
"hueheeeeeeeeeeeeee"
"aku takkan bisa jadi seperti yang kau minta,tapi selama jantungku berdetak..."
"aku mencoba jadi dewasa,lupakan sakit dan sepi,memahami adamu tak hanya bagiku...dunia begitu luas tuk di kuasai,tak mungkin berbagimu hanya untukku..."

trying

trying to confidencing my selfing
what is going on
there is nothing to regreting
it is seeing so far awaying
i just blaming every little thing
i am trying to be more olding in mind
what should i doing?
i am missing
i am losing
i am aloning around my damn world
my own feeling
trying
patienting
how caning
telling me

don't wanna go 'home'~...

louv en lous

jaz bekoz ai knou, ai ken't hef olouf yor haerd. aim efreid of luosin yu.

Haha

And all are about you!!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Let me free~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:p

when nothing left to talk T.T
miss you >,<'''

no,please.

Dulu, aku belajar satu hal, dan aku percaya akan hal itu.
Ketika seseorang mengakui bahwa dirinya TIDAK sombong, maka yang sebenarnya, dia adalah manusia TER-sombogn yang pernah ada.
Dengan paradigma yang sangat sempit ini, aku membentengi diriku dengan suatu sugesti.
Apabila seseorang berkata, "Aku SETIA," maka, dia adalah PENGKHIANAT.
Apabila seseorang berkata "Aku BAIK HATI," maka, dia adalah PENJAHAT.
Apabila seseorang berkata "Aku JUJUR," maka, dia adalah PENIPU.
Apabila seseorang berkata "Aku DAPAT DIPERCAYA," maka, jangan sekali2 mengandalkannya...

Dan, di mana kah letak kesalahanKU?

Damn Me

I'm so sorry 'bout the thing I've done. I love you, and maybe that's a little thing that I don't wanna to know. I just makesure myself, you are the one. And because of my selfish, anything that has become mine is never can be shared with anybody. And, what's happening if I couldn't say every little thing that I need to say? I'm sitting here, and crying. Don't you know that? I'm full of anger and dissapointed of feeling. And, here, I'm asking myself, where is my arrogant??? Who never let me been defeated by anything. The most, damn feeling.

^^

:)
hahaha, my bow questions seem so frightful :p
where are you? what are you doing? with whom ...?
wkwkwk, stop asking is better,..
and now, I have no topic to talk, baby...
you tie me down... great!^^

Album

Album

hmm,, the day after last

will you look into my eyes once more time?
to find the love that I kept for you?
is it little too late?
I just couldn't stand still alone.
haha,don't come back just to show your sorry.
I never wanna know,that I've been captured by you.
See...
if you trust on my words...
read it once from before.
I know you do.
you'll find,I've ever been there for you. Was.

=P

if you are not the one then why...?

^^v say good bye, please... :)

You never told me 'bout what you doesn't like you never said 'bout what you detest you never told me 'bout what were you thinking about I never know who are you but I'm sure 'bout who am I for you. Thanks.

aargrrrrhghghghghhg

olwes dah....
every liat facebook...
jadi uring-uringan coyyyy...
saia shouldnya kagak usah buka macam2 yowwww...
but,hasrat want to see guedhe rek...
alhasil...penyesalan slalu di blakang...
kalo in front of mah bukan penyesalan namanya...
wanna say, i miss you loh...hahaha
bejad saia nampak dah...
egoisnya ndak aturan wes iki...
i miss you boy,really really miss you...
hope meet you on tuesday...
if you tak lari menghilang n menghindar
mungkin itu emank good...
tapi bisa kah kau cari yang better?
wkwkwkwkkw
and if may, yg best lah... ^^v

damn me~

haha

he left me first before i did it...
forget him...

hmmm, hei you...
don't make me blame myself,dong...
don't make me regret 'bout what i've done lah...
huehe, aturan-aturan...uentek kabeh neng keneh...
lapo koe neng konoh?ngenteni opo???
jok ngono aaa...sek ta lah...aku neng ndi,kon neng ndi...
hmmm...
i think i've fallen down by you...
into the black magic hole...
but, sorry. i must hold on in here.
there's no choice,babe...
just waiting and see...
what will happen.
in my dream, when i down...
you..the one who will give your shoulder
and be my surrender.
every tears that i tore dear you,
just make me so damn...
damn me huh??

Dis-a-p-point-eD

And, sorry... I disappointed everyone around me ,>~<""

Wew!!!!!!!!!!!

Geblek.... Geblek!!!!!
tuh' kan... >,<
maen sama api? waaaa...
b'rani berbuat b'rani tanggung resikonya, len...
wotemailukinfo coba?!? gila emank mau...
huah, dia adalah seseorang yang tak boleh dilirik !!!
ya, ampun... salah makan apa kamu nak...?
t'rus sekarang gimana???
haha, emank gila kamu.
suka ya maen-maen sama yang namanya 'sakit'?
tolol banget...~
sumpah dah... gak masuk akal...
nah, sekarang, coba bilang...
apa yang sedang kamu rasakan dan pikirkan???
gila... beneran... kali ini...
jatooh lagi kamu...
kali ini, kamu juga gak akan bisa
memperjuangkan rasamu
yang tak bisa diterima logika itu.
kali ini, rasakanlah lagi perasaanmu yang dulu...
serukan... laivisnevafledrait???
haha... luruskanlah hatimu.
sebelum mereka menghakimimu.
kali ini penuntut umumnya sadis-sadis.
salah-salah, sampai dunia roh kamu, len.
pikirkanlah, renungkanlah.
masih banyak di luar sana yang lebih baik.
masih banyak di luar sana yang boleh kamu pandangi.
n'tar pandangin ja sampai matamu keluar,
g akan apa-apa... tapi...
jangan yang ini! plissssss.... jangan yang ini, ya...?
ya? ya? ya? ya? plissss....~

Appréhensions

Voulez-vous m'accepter avec tous mes défauts?
Je ne suis pas en mesure d'imaginer la séparation.
Je suis très inquiet que vous me quitter.
Voulez-vous me le promettez?
C'est moi rien que pour vous. Et vous juste pour moi.

Sorrow and Sorry...

I am sorry about the thing I'm going to do...

You,...! DIE go to the SEA!!!

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

Even If???

Even if the sky is falling down...

I'll be your only, no need to worry...

I won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down...

He with me, stay in calm...

So sorry, but why I can't be faithful with you...

This is my affair behind you...

Because it is too hard to waiting you come back...

You are not the one...

If you think that we should down together...

Why don't you think we can struggle both too?

Show off your love to me

If you love me,
don't just say it, show it to me
I don't need the words I need the works...

Ended

And I just don't know how to show mine...

And,

I BLAMED EVERYONE AROUND ME!!!!!

SO F**K FAKE!!!! D*MN *HIT!!!!!!

firST' UP iD-3m

U

Nothing's right again... I don't wanna run away, but I can't take it. I don't understand... If I'm not made for you than why does my heart tell me that I am...

Today.

Why couldn't I tell you I miss you so much
Guest why couldn't I say I love you
Why couldn't I just tell you I really miss you
In my every single little breathe
Every little bit
I bite my tongue just because of you are not mine yet
Just not mine
Show to me how could I say I love you

Where Am I?

So deep the blue, couldn't see the fact. But everyone said, I the one who ran from the fact. Just confusing by the fake. I couldn't find where I supossed to be. I'm afraid of lost. Finally, I've lost every little thing. You, my feeling... Show off your love to me. I am the most arrogant one who want to save you by myself. Nor, anyone see you. I'm too selfish to need your care. And I'm sorry I'm not perfect. I'm sorry I'm too fool. Am I driving myself crazy thinking of you. However. I give up but never gave up. Left you behind. Before you left me. Sorry. I don't care your view. This is just how I rule my own story. Make it a book of love to learn, experience is the best teacher I've ever met.

I... The One...

May I tell you ?

I feel something is wrong
Here, inside mine, my heart
I feel some think are not right anymore

How could I lie my own whispers
How could I let my feeling behind

So glad to hear your voice
So nice to find that you are dear me
Too happy to know that you are here
By my side

May I tell You?

Falling in love, is never twice...
Cos' I don't wanna broken over.

So, Tell me, boy...
What should I do?

IF IT (?!?)

But, if I let you go, I will never know
What your love would be holding you close to me.
Will I ever see you are smilling back at me?
How will I know, if I'm not sure with my feeling?

Do... I ?

I wonder, How could you give your love

for someone else and share your dreams with me?

I never think never plan it...

Just when I thought our chance had passed

You go and save the best for last

Yesterday (?!?)

I wonder how,

I wonder why,

Yesterday you told me 'bout

the blue blue sky

and all that I can see

is just a yellow lemon tree

I'm turning my head up and down

I'm turning turning turning turning

turning arround and all that I can see

is just another lemon tree!!!

Oh, Myyy

I'm too worry to start

'Cos

I'm too afraid to end

Will you understand my mind?

Just don't want to let myself

fells hurt,twice

That's torn's just created

Yesterday

Make me thinking

How could I face today...