I am Here

I am lying alone with my head on the phone 

Thinking of you 'til it hurts 

I don't know what do I want 

Wonder why should this be 

Here, tonight I just see the flashback 

And find out how hurt 

when everybody who hates me Mocking on me 

and is it raining? Or everybody's just spitting on me 

I am running I am hiding from this moment 

Try to get out from my mind 

But it is too big to solve It is too deep to dive

Don't love you no more- Craig D

For all the years that I've known you baby I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold

If there's a problem we should work it out So why you giving me the cold shoulder now Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl

OK I know I was late again I made you mad and dinners thrown in the bin

But why are you making this thing drag on so long I wanna know I'm sick and tired of this silly game

Don't think that I'm the only one here to blame It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors

That's when you turned and said to me I don't care babe who's right or wrong I just don't love you no more.

Rain outside my window pouring down What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry

Feeling like a fool cause I let you down Now it's, too late, to turn it around I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry I guess this time it really is goodbye You made it clear when you said I just don't love you no more

I know that I made a few mistakes But never thought that things would turn out this way Cause I'm missing something now that your gone I see it all so clearly Me at the door with you in a state 

Giving my reasons but as you look away I can see a tear roll down your face That's when you turned and said to me I don't care babe who's right or wrong I just don't love you no more.

Those simple words hit so hard They turned my whole world upside down Girl, you caught me completely off guard On that night you said to me I just don't love you no more

one you and always knock me down to the dust.
feel so empty, stupid, guilty, shameful.
one you, turn me off in second,
one you, make me tore myself apart.
ask myself, why is one you.

I've promised to myself to let me call you tonight.
But, I am too afraid of being rejected.
And I just keep it close.
Why did I let you go?
Why did you let me go?
We have promised each other,
then I betrayed it. How fool was I?

:)

You know what?

Everything is gonna be fine.

Maybe not be perfect as what you dream of.

But, nothing is going wrong.

I know what are you waiting for.

Not always should come,

but trust me, whenever it makes you feel better.

Keep the hope in your life.

Even if you know how bitter it is when this ends.

Keep faithful, because you are the perfect one.

feel something's wrong around me,
but I can't figure it out.
the butterfly in my stomach's trying to go out.
feel so suffocate, can't breath and think.
I feel like I'm all out of wrong.
and nothing seems right.
I'm trying to convince myself, I'm not bullying.
Am I?
Gross.
I just complained too much, that's my problem.

Someone Like You- AdeLe

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
but I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
that for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, "

You know how the time flies

Only yesterday was the time of our lives

We were born and raised

In a summer haze

Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.

I'd hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded

that for me it isn't over.

nothing compares

No worries or cares

Regrets and mistakes

they are memories made.

Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

I could feel the sun, if only.

He said to me that I won't forget you,

have you forgotten me already?

Sometimes, I wish I could sing a song to cheer we up.

Then I realized, I never learned well.

He told me to move on,

have you already moved on?

Sometimes I am still talking to your shadow in my heart.

Then I realize, how fool am I.

He asked me, how's my day,

while I was hoping you were.

How's your day?

I am too worry to be rejected.

Then I realize, I have been.

 

someone's says

Someone's ever told me this,

"I did not run from my past, I did not run from my problem.

What is the matter of you by asking it?

It will not be the same phase, It is not the same story.

I do not need to be healed. Because I never broken."

So I went to the corner in silent, then cry.

Realized, I have ever said to myself,

"To be hurt is a choice."

Everything's coming back to me, just because,

"To be special needs special doing."

And I always blame myself for,

"Only trying and never doing."

How am I supposed to - Westlf

He's a 5 foot 10 in catsuit and bambi eyes
Everybody's who's staring wouldn't believe that this boy was mine
I should have know I was wrong
When I left him for a life in pity
But they say you never miss the water until it's gone
Guess I failed to love you
And you're taking it out tonight

How am I supposed to leave you now
When you're looking like that?
I can't believe what I just gave away
Now I can't take it back
I don't wanna get lost
I don't wanna live my life without you
How am I supposed to leave you now
When you're looking like that?

He's all dressed up for glamor and rock and roll
Wanna squeeze his real tight get out of this place
If only I could take control

But he is out of my reach forever
And just a week ago he lied next to me
It's so ironic how I had to lose just
To see that I failed to love you
And you're taking it out tonight


I don't wanna forget you
I don't even wanna try
How am I supposed to walk on by when you're looking like that?

How Lucky I am

Just tell the story of every scene that I've ever imagined

How lucky you are to stand still in this way Still have the sky to look at above

We have the same sky Whatever the distance tear,

The time will stop to calm our torn

Just say, how lucky I am Know that I am still here

Wonder the first day I was there And realize I am not belong to there anymore

I have had the first step There is another in the next

But I have to say this To remind me this chimes

We had it all, how lucky I am to hear the story of today

No matter what, I was not standing to see your pain

Indeed, if it never be, at least I never saw my own hurt

The type of letters, 

I am cool, I will be okay

I will be better than this

If you know what I mean

This rule of role just too complicated

And hoping, it is not a 'stream' mellow ending