Right Here, Right Now

When my dad said

'What I have to do' I did.

When my mom hated

'What I have done' I stop doing.

My dad tells me what to do,

I'm going to never do.

My mom asks me to stop once again,

I still doing.

Is this the time?

When I can say, rebel age...

Refuse anything when I fell I was refused.

Dislike anything when I think I was disliked.

A part of me, a pardon.

A worthy of values. Keep inside.

Where?

Onto mine.

To much lie, too much cry.

Do I want to die?

I lost my felling to alive.

But, I'm not ready yet.

Let I walk along the street.

By myself to think about my life, once.

Els-