dear you, my dear

You made me learnt,
how to open up my mind,
to got my wings above air,
You made me believe,
everything I trusted just what I did need to.
You were the one, who let it down.
I was the one, who let it go.
I was sad, blamed myself.
I am mad, hate myself.
Try to understand, hate you is better,
but somehow, I detest everything on me.
This is the next step I've told myself.
Denial. And it is stand still.
I am mad, for everything unreasonable.
You changed me.
I choose to stay the same,
but every time I reject, it bounds to me directly.
You, the one, I beg you.
Just get away from my life.
You went, don't even look back, please.
You just don't get it. It hurts me longer.
Just go. Ya, straight forward to break my ribs.
Just go. Ya, stab me right to my heart and stop beating.
Just go. Never give me second thought to grab you back.
Just go. I am okay to be here alone.
Just go. It is the best I never know you.
Just go. I just can't control my ego.
Just go. I am mad. And I am really mad.
So, just go, go, go... I'll be okay, just like you do.